miss the blog

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ok i know i said i was stepping away from blogging but i miss it.. anyway work has been a pain in the butt..i did step down as dept manager. the day before i did i went home early cause i was feeling like shit well the zms manager( the manager below assistant manager and step above dept manager) got pissed cause i left and starting talk shit about me to floor associates in other departments.She was also discussing my health problems with floor associates well of course they went and told gina who then told me.I went in the next day and told the assistant manager that i step down.and all the shit the zms was saying about me. i told him isn't it against the law for the zms to discuss my health issues with floor associates. he said yes and he tried talking me out of stepping down. told him as long as that zms is here im not department manager.told him too exactly how i feel about the zms. well he calls both of us into his office to clear the air.. she claims she did no such thing and she wouldn't risk her job like that. i was like ok whatever. assistant manger told the zms to leave me alone and knock the attitude off and stuff like that.
This last tuesday the assitant manager was not there just zms. well she calls me into the office and tries to write me up..lol..there was an other assistant manger in the office as a witness. the zms was like im tired of telling you what to fill on the floor.and that i should have come and ask weather our fruit wall was fixed( it has been broken, not keeping temp) and that i need to take pride in my job.. i was like first off you never come tell what to fill cause i do my job, 2nd its your job to come tell that the wall is fixed and to fill it. She stops me and tries to tell me well technically you r still department manager and should find me and check on things like this.. i was like dont give me that bullshit you guys already brought in another department manger to take over its not my fault you guys havnt done the paper work yet to make me a floor associate again. I was dropping every 4 letter word i knew. i was so fucking pissed off. the assitant manager after hearing the arguments i made and how she tried to throw that department manger thing up, told me to just leave your fine this isn't going to stick. he went and talked to store manager that there was no merit to write me up.
well today the zms came up to me and apologized..you could tell they made her do it. the assistant manger that was in office told me he couldn't believe what she was trying to do and that when i was swearing the way i was in the office he was trying hard not to laugh...i apologized for my language he said its ok he understood how ridiculous the whole situation was..

its crazy to when i stepped down management told me i could stay in produce. then the next day it was you cant stay in produce but you can stay on this side of store and choose bakery,deli, or meat dept. i was like ok ill think about it. well about an hour later it was ok your going to meat department. i was like ok.. so the next day i got to work i go to meat department. i last about 10mins before they tell me that i cant stay there either that there are no hours available in fresh side of store. I was sent to paper goods and chemicals department closing shift 1-10pm. told assistant manager there's no way i can stay on this side of store. told him i didn't want to work paper good and chemicals. told him i will just quit. He was like dont do that, let me figure some things out. i was like ok so there i go to paper goods and chemicals. i spend 4 hours there. then assistant manger tells me not only can i stay on fresh side of store but i can stay in produce.