2 years

its been two years since I had surgery to remove that tumor I had and today at the incision site on my stomach where they pulled the cut up pieces of tumor out of its hurting like a son of a bitch today.have this burning,ripping feeling going on to.should this be happening all this time later..is it scar tissue,inflamed muscle,nerve damage?..I dont know..its making it difficult to stock produce today thats for sure..with every toss of freight it feels like my side is kinda ripping open..im getting concerned about this..

sitting in car

im in the car in front of work right now not wanting to go in there.just wanna crawl under a rock and hide for awhile.fuck this day,im over it........

Inventory

Well got thru inventory and gina who this was her first inventory as the meat dept manager she actually tripled the profit .the dept b4 gina was only making a 4% profit,pretty bad..gina takes over and in a month has tripled the profit almost hitting her minimum target goal..I bet next month she will have it above target..

Finally

Well after working a week straight no days off and none in sight for another 3 days I convinced them to take us off the schedule for 2morro..finally a day off.after so many days in wally world it starts to get to you...

The last tues

The last tuesday of every month sucks ass....inventory night...excuse me while I go practice my counting...

Fuck it

Cant get back to sleep..gonna wake up gina and go to the swapmeet..

This will help

Its after 3am,been up since 2am...and what am I doing,playing video games.nothing like pre dawn blowing shit up in a video game to help get me to get back to sleep..lol.

Who hates

Who hates when it feels like your in a rut in life.*raises hand* ..I do,I do...fuck this sucks..

Y

I hate when a manager from work txt me at 10pm at night on my day off to tell me to make sure to check my work email in the morning.wont tell me whats it about but there was a guy high in the ranks come and tour the store today..so with a txt message this late ,its probably gonna be a bad email right?..my day is gonna be shitty 2morro right?..now I cant get my mind to stop thinking about all the bad things that can be in this email so I can sleep..

Coffee

Ok so those of you that know me know I cant stand coffee.dont like the taste,the smell,brewed and unbrewed.i just find it disgusting.anyway our brother who lives with us is a coffee junkie..and I get it hes addicted to it.every morning tho when we all get into the car to go to work he brings a cup of coffee with him and it stinks up the car and I just want to throw the shit out the window.on drive to work this morning thats all I kept picturing myself doing.lol..I wish I did thorw it out..ok enough of my rant this morning.