Where are we going again???: 2 weeks

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

2 weeks

well we have been home about 2 weeks now. no job yet, but to be honest haven't really put any effort into finding one yet. just been kinda hanging around doin whatever..Been here been there hung out with some friends..easing back into "city" life..lol....i have noticed that i now have anxiety issues when in stores.. i walk into a store and just have an intense feeling that i need to leave that something bad is gonna happen..like when i'm in a car and see nothing but death and destruction happening..hopefully its goes away..and that its just me adjusting to being back in the city..when there is a lot of people around at home too(which is all the time) i have find myself having to leave the room to a empty room and just chill out for a moment..weird i know..like i said hopefully its just me adjusting to being home and i will be comfortable in crowds again..guess living in east jesus nowhere population 0 for almost 3 years didn't help ..lol..

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Desiderata - Max Ehrman

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrman

(c) Max Ehrman 1926